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March ! my favourite month of all months in a year :D *durhhh ! sape tak eksited dgn bulan birthday sendiri*

dah laa tarikh lahir cun gila ! 3rd March / 03-03 *pandai gua pilih tarikh nak keluar dari perut haha*

maybe bcuz of this i like no. 3 :)

but to be honest, im not the type of person that will make announcement about my birthday *bajet humble*

if people remember it and wish me, then i'll be gladly happy 

if not, i dont mind pun *wlupun sbnrnya dlm hati sedih gila lagi2 org yg aku ingt birthday dia tpi dia x wish :'(* 

bcuz sometimes pun, well most of time, i think , aku selalu jgk trlupa birthday org

So, in this blissful day, i would like to thanks uncountable thanks to ibu my angel, Puan Zaidan Samad for giving birth of me :') tanpa ibu siapa lah ija dkt dunia and to abah my hero, Encik Alias Denan, thanks abah for taking care of me. you'll always be my no. 1 King :D *ni kalau dibaca dek ibu dgn abah ni agak2 diorg menitik air mata tak?haha*

ermmm.. nine-TEEN huh?? *shishh... last year of being a TEEN-ager huhu*

let's recall what has happened in my 19-year-old life 

1994, March : 

safely born. underweight ; around 2 kg ++ . the longest and lightest baby amongst sibling *bak kata ibu* tapi bila dah besar mmg paling pendek -.-' born around 4pm, i guess. were named "Nur Hafizah" and seriously i couldnt imagine a better name other than this :') "the light of guidance/protection" . basically im like a keeper, a protector, the knight in shining armour :D aicehhh haha.

1997, March :

3-year-old girl with a 2-year-old baby brother. hehs. i've become his protector since baby ! bila dh besar perangai mcm haramm -.-' although im only 3 years old,but i think im matured enough as a kid! haha tringat dulu ada skli ibu nk hntr troli baby dkt bwh *time tu ktrg ddk rmh flat dkt KL* and amir nangis sbb ingat ibu dh tinggalkn kitorg. aku dgn gempaknya marah si amir tu "senyap laa.ibu hntr troli kjp je kt bwh" *haaa nmpk x di situ ketokohan aku sbgi kakak yg garang. kecik2 lgi dh pandai marah adik* *geleng2 kepala*

1999, March :

5 years old. this time dah xddk KL dh. pindah kg since 1998. Kg Jenjarom and im more proud to say that i am "budak kampung". zmn kanak2 aku mmg legend. dari zmn tadika ke sklh rndh. xmain laa masak2 ni semua. aku main lari2, baling selipar, guli, tutup botol, konda-kondi, beyblade, crush gear ! mmg lasak habis. even first time smpi kg wktu nk pindah rmh pun abg nuar (cousin) dh ajar panjat pokok. dgn anak jiran sblh rmh ajak brkubang dlm parit. mostly kwn dgn bdk laki. lasak ! tpi azabnya bila mlm. mengadu nangis sakit kaki dgn ibu huhu pastu mula la gi rmh wak jomblong minta urut *arwah baik orgnya. al-fatihah* 

2003, March :

first time jdi pengawas, darjah tiga. waktu ni mula tunjuk hebat, tunjuk belang, nk mintak prhatian. well, in a good way. cuba utk masuk byk acara sukan, masuk nasyid *wktu skola rndh je suara aku merdu* . competitive! bila bljr kalau blh nk sllu jadi top student dlm kelas tiap kali exam but at the same time memiliki syndrome selalu tidur dlm kelas *blh nmpk x buruknya prangai since sklh rndh sllu tidur dlm kelas* semua cikgu mmg dh fhm prangai aku. turun temurun dri kakak sulungnya la tuu #ehhh :P nasib baik la ada sdkt genetik kepandaian itu dlm diri. jdi xdela horror sgt result *durhh skola rndh je pun -.-' wktu ni ada lgi sorg adik laki, umur 2 thn

2006, March :

standard six. didnt mean to be arrogant but my primary school life was legend! dpt hadiah byk time hari penyampaian hadiah :D proud! yes i am! there's little side in me where i always want to prove to my parents that i want to make them proud. and that's the only way that i think i can do for them. result upsr and psra, alhamdulillah :) then i realised, after this i will be a secondary student. scared. i realised the value of friendship. rombongan skola and all the upsr and psra programmes for Standard 6 byk merapatkn kami. bestfriend : Azzarina Roslie :) first time getting the offer letter, i was the one that received it from pakcik postman. then i read. what the **** (ini hanyalah hiperbola shj. masa kecil2 dulu otak saya msih bersih dri sbrg carutan) . di manakah sklh ini? 

2007, March :

form one , student of Tunku Kurshiah College a.k.a TKC ! well, i have no idea about this school actually. tunjuk dkt ibu abah offer letter last yr diorg ckp tahniah. prgi skola rndh, cikgu2 semua ckp tahniah dan bangga. apa special nya pun skola ni. so, ibu abah hntr masuk TKC, 8th Jan. okay, cool. lepak je. tiada air mata yg jatuh wktu ibu abah balik *ini serius* buat apa nk nangis, nanti ibu abah dtg lagi jgk nak visit pun kan. lgipun aku mmg dh agak one day aku akan duduk asrama, mcm kakmai !

2009, March :

form three. now i know why this school is GREAT ! ermm xdela time form 3 baru sedar tkc ni hebat. masuk sini baru tahu sejarah sbnr tkc. stlh bersabar  di'ragging', di'lecture', di'hint', di'kerah keringat' dan segala 'di' lah oleh senior2 swktu zaman jahiliah kami semua form one form two *normal la boarding school -.-' *, zaman form three KAISER mmg fantastic. spirit batch mmg memuncak nk mati. semua bersatu, sama2 nk capai apa yg semua org nak. yes 8A ! nangis sama2, happy sama2 :') ingat tak trip mayang sari? haha. mmg xkn lupa :') juga trip prgi sukabumi. dan alhamdulillah result pmr kami semua cemerlang :D terbaik N9 dan Malaysia, wlupun asalnya media trsalah sampaikan berita. tapi takpe, kami tahu tahap kami :) *x brmaksud nak riak, cuma brbangga dgn kwn2*

2011, March :

form five. learnt lots of things even words cant describe it :') friendship, loyalty, love ... *dah mcm tagline movie dah* sumpah, berkenalan dgn anda semua KAISER, belajar di bumi bukit merbah, adalah antara perkara terindah dlm hidup aku. and i never stop to thank Allah for having all of you in my life. tahun ni jgk kita kehilangan Dina, buat selama-lamanya *al-fatihah* kita byk belajar, kdg2 kita gembira, sangat gembira. dan kadang2 kita sedih krna Allah nk uji ketahanan kita. dah nk habis sklh pun masih ada tragedi brsma2 satu batch yg brlaku haha :P *rooftop*

2012, March :

18 *dh lps masuk movie 18sx haha* result spm. alhamdulillah, all is well. average all KAISER successful :) again, KAISER managed to make history ! first SPM in N9 and in goverment schools of Malaysia :D how proud i am to be part of this awesome community, this KAISER. this year byk mengajar aku erti kehidupan sbnr. bkn lgi kanak2 ribena yg riang ria mcm dkt coll (read as college a.k.a TKC) . scholarships, interviews. arghhh ! pening. dgn ketiadaan KAISER di sisi. serabut. but we still have fb, and time ni la baru sume org nk ada twitter *aku pun stlh didesak* semua org brhubung melalui alam maya dan kdg2 phone. semua brjaya jdi students universities, college, matriks. tahun belajar mencari kekuatan diri, menahan lelah dunia realiti, keluar dari kepompong sendiri

2013, March :

19 . praying for the best of myself. tahun penentu, sama ada aku akan seperti kakmai, berjaya menempa nama di universiti luar negara, atau mungkin belajar di Malaysia. tpi aku dah sedia mental fizikal, aku akan lakukan terbaik, in shaa Allah. selepas itu aku redha, berserah, biar Yang Maha Tinggi itu menentukan. and i still hope the best from myself, hoping that with all the things i do will make my parents proud, proud of me

sorry for the long post :) last but not least, alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah to Allah, as He still giving me the chance to live, to breath His air. Alhamdulillah :)

A Come Back

bismillahirrahmanirrahim 

assalamualaikum and a very good day to all readers :D

*bajet byk je pembaca blog dia*

i know i've abandoned this blog for ages !

last posts was August 2012 ! ya Allah lamanya 

dunno what to say here 

--------few hours later---------

okay, lets just summarize what happen to my life recently 

*or should i say for this past 6 months?*

im no longer a diploma student at UTM KL 

yes , i know . shocked isn't it? haha *bajet*

alhamdulillah i got an offer by MARA to further my study at UNIKL MIAT

at first, i was rejected but after i did an appeal, they accepted me

yes, second chance :)

only Allah knows how's my feeling that time

rejected then accepted . mix feelings . 

to my friends who's been there listening, give advices

 thank you so much

they know how much i really want to further my study in aircraft area

for my course here, im doing one year preparation to Russia

yes, RUSSIA ! dont ever question me why i choose this 

*prepair guns if people starts to question me*

im learning 3 subjects ; mathematics, physics, russian language *ruski yizik :P*

i admit i enjoy learning ruski but sometimes, well most of time, err not most of time

whatever time is it, ruski can be very hard :(

with all the grammar ; 1st cases, 2nd cases , 6th cases etc -.-'

and their maths and physics also, tough !

but i know i cant complain

im the one that make decision to choose this path, right?

hehs, bersyukur fizah ! be grateful ! 

in my course, we have only 4 ladies (im one of them) and 40 guys !

fantastic four isn't it ? haha

1 : 10 , yes , i know 

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okay i dunno what to say anymore 

lets just say that i've learned so much these days :)

starting from stepping out of the la la land Tunku Kurshiah College

to the stepping in of the real, material, judging world  

UTM KL

haaafuuuuhhhhhhhhh!!!!

waahhh.so many dust laa this blog.aihhh

sorry for the long silence

a bit busy plus MALAS aka LAZY!!!!haha

well,here goes a little story of me after a long silence

ermm..now i'm at Universiti Teknologi Malaysia International Campus,KL (UTM IC,KL)

i'm doing Diploma in Mechanical Engineering (Aeronautic) for 3 years,InsyaAllah.

and yess,taking engineering esp in aeronautic gave me 360 degree changes of life

if b4 i'm surrounded by lots of girl friends

but now,my class have 5 girls and 20 boys.

we're expecting for the 2nd intake,so just wait and see :)

but,from dat i try to adjust myself

its time for me to face the real world rite??:)

well,studying with lots of boys,living in the middle of the city (u know KL,rite??) really gave me some challenge,plus the subjects here are totally different from what i've learnt b4 in SPM

insyaAllah,i try my best to not fall for all the bad news i heard bout some students who totally change after they came to university

just do pray me,okay??:) i really need dat support now

ohh,but i've made a pretty lots of new friends :)

bout dat MARA Scholarship,ermmm..i didn't get dat offer but i've made an appeal

i try not to be negative minded (from wat naniebahr said).i just hope for the best

if MARA is the best for,i really hope i can make it this time

but if i didnt get it,i hope dat time i'll be okay n wouldnt give up

dats us MAHASISWA/SISWA DIPLOMA UTM KL 2012/2013

kredits to this blogger named Kak Nita (link on the pic)

she's our senior in semester 3

not sure she's in wat course :D

ESSAY MARA

REMINDER!!!

THIS POST MAY CONSIDERED LONG WITH FULL OF CRAPPING WORDS AND SENTENCE!!!

may also contain a lot of grammar mistakes and lack of bombastic vocabulary

ESSAY : MYSELF, STUDY PLANNING AND CAREER

            

           On the 3rd March of 1994, a cute little girl had brought an inexplicable delight to the family of En Alias and Pn Zaidan after waiting for almost four years to have another child. I got to know the world at the Specialist Clinic of Taman Melawati, Ulu Klang on the month of Ramadan and I am the second daughter out of 6 siblings. I lived in Kuala Lumpur until I was four and settled down in my father’s hometown, Kampung Jenjarom in Banting till now.  My father is an EHS Executive at Air Product Malaysia Sdn. Bhd. Shah Alam while my mother is a teacher at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Jenjarom. Growing up in a large family of eight and being a second child taught me a lot in becoming a responsible, caring and patient person. Although many people think that these qualities belong to the eldest child, but sometimes I feel like I am the one. When I was eight, my eldest sister went to a boarding school which made me spend more time with my little brothers and sisters. This situation built up my sense of responsibility and patience towards others as I always helped my parents to take care of them and cope with their naughtiness.

           I received early education at Sekolah Kebangsaan Jenjarom and managed to graduate there with flying colors. I was selected as a school prefect since I was in Year 3 and when I was in Year 6, I became the Secretary of Scout Club and the Science and Mathematics Club as well as one of the High Committee Members of Indoor Games Club. As for co-curricular activities, I participated in some quizzes at the district level and represented my school in some chess and taekwondo tournament. After obtaining excellent results in UPSR, I was offered to continue my secondary education at one of the prestigious boarding schools in Malaysia which is Tunku Kurshiah College (TKC). Life as an all-girls boarding school student at TKC educated me to become independent, well-disciplined and organized. Piled with many school programs as well as the pressure to maintain good results and co-curricular performances, this school inculcated me to be a diligent, strong-hearted and well balanced future leader holistically. With the entire busy schedule, I still managed to adjust my study and co-curricular activity with the support from my beloved batch mates. It was proven when I managed to accomplish 8A’s in my PMR and 10A’s in SPM.

            As for co-curricular activities, I enjoyed playing basketball. I was a house basketball player since I was in Form 1 till Form 3 and my house team won the first place in Inter-house Basketball Competition during my first and third year. Not only that, I also represented my school in many basketball competitions such as MSSM Basketball Tournament Negeri Sembilan and 3 on 3 AND1 Basketball Tournament. Other than that, I am also interested in taekwondo and represented my school in a lot of taekwondo championships since I was in Form 1 such as 27th National Youth Taekwondo Championship 2007, SUKNES Taekwondo Championship 2009, WTF Youth Taekwondo Championship 2010 and Open Master TAE-MA Taekwondo Championship 2011. I was also certified as black belt holder in 2010. Basketball and taekwondo are my main passion but I also took part in other co-curricular activity such as the Bukit Putus Run 2010.

            My leadership skills were showed when I was selected to be one of my dorm’s high committee members in 2009 and I was a dorm leader in 2010. I was selected as a school prefect in the middle-year of 2010 till the end of 2011. I was the President of Taekwondo Club 2011, Form Representative of Taekwondo Club 2010 and Art Club 2011. Besides that, I also assisted some of our school occasions such as Committee of Patriotism and Language Month 2010 and Career Exposure Program 2011. In addition, TKC is an institution that transformed me into a confident and outspoken person but also respect towards others no matter as a leader or a follower.

            Involving in engineering field was not actually my early ambition. As a naïve kid, the desire to be a doctor was definitely there. But as I grew up, I realized that I love to join in outdoor activities and associating in engineering field would be a great choice. I want to specialize my engineering course in aviation and aircraft maintenance technology. Knowing that this course is quite difficult to find scholarship, I decided to take MARA Education Loan Program. Under this program, I can further my study in aviation and aircraft maintenance technology in Russia. Before I fly to Russia, I would do my Pre-University Russia and MIAT in UniKL MIAT, Sepang for one year. Then, as what I read from the UniKL MIAT website, the students who excel and qualified under the Pre-University Foundation Program will be selected to pursue their study in Moscow Aviation Institute (MAI) and I hope that I will be one of them. As my ambition is to become a Licensed Aircraft Maintenance Engineering (LAME), I will get my license through British Civil Airworthiness Requirements (BCAR) or EASA Part 147.

While many of my friends who want to be in engineering field choose to further in chemical engineering, I know that the course that I choose is still new for Malaysia. However, I believed this course has great potential to grow in our country in the next few years. Furthermore, this position is in great demand in many countries in the world. My ambition to be a LAME is inspired by my sister when she wanted to fly to Japan to further her studies in pharmacy under the JPA Scholarship. I was amazed by the all the gigantic airplanes placed at the hangar and was taking off when I passed by it during the journey.  At that time, I embed an aim that one day I will be the one who will undertake and supervise all the airplanes maintenance so that all the passengers can have a safe journey. 

thinking skills KEY to SUCCESS

UTUSAN 2hb APRIL 2012 M/S 29 

me soo proud of you KAISERS :)

suddenly i miss history class with En. Salleh.haha

especially the part where my classmate (mostly Ata) had a fight opinion :D

KEEP HOLDING ON

"It is very easy to give advice to people who have a problem but it is difficult to follow our own advice when we are having problems. However, that is why there is the word 'friend' and 'mutual advise' " - me

"fizah,ko jgn laa negative thinking.ko kena tukar minset ko.xde sape pun yg look down kt ko.jgn laa ko rendahkn diri ko sgt" - fizah saffian

"its not a pressure.good motivation having a lot of successful siblings above but i'll made my own path" - fizah saffian

"fizahhh,dah kalo otak serabut,fikiran serabai,bacalah love letter from ALLAH" - me

"kau fokus,sgt fokus,generous,never say no,though people look down,kau nk prove jugak,sgt brsemangat,responsible" - ubby

"kau obey leader,teamwork,ada determination" - zati ismail

"kau berani,boleh redah je punya org" - fizah saffian

"when i got angry because i worried,when i become worry because i care,when i care because i want the best things to happen" - kak hanisah kani

note: Allah takkan menguji hamba-Nya dengan perkara yang dia tidak mampu.so,segala ujian yg Allah bagi skrg ni,semuanya kita mampu lalui :)))

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the HEART throbbing day

the time had arrived

after so much of waiting 

here is the result 

 

alhamdulillah..i got 10A's for my SPM

although its not really perfect (well,everyone always dream on getting 10A+ right??)

but,i really really happy with it

i'd never gotten a result this excellent before

not only that,69 of my lovely KAISER got straight 10A

including this 6 brainiac friends of mine got 10A+ 

nina,alisa,dowl,zati,hani,nani

me so proud of you guys

seriously,aku rasa nak nangis sbb happy sgt for korg time korg naik pentas amik result :'D

our pointer is 0.93!!!!!

that was absolutely fantastic!!!!

we are 1st in SBP and in Malaysia :D

saw the happy faces????haha :D

thanks soo much to all the teachers who had struggled to teach us regardless of days and night

*we got extra classes from after subuh till nearly midnight*

to all parents for all the support,coming every week *ermm.not me lahh!!! :D*

to all pakcik and makcik dining hall,dobby,cleaner,bus ; for making our stay 5 years at TKC easier

gived us food,helped us washing,making sure our college compound clean,brought us to every place we wanted to go with bonda's permission :p

and not to forget, to my AWESOME SISTERS of KAISER 0711 

for all the friendship,togetherness,hardwork,love

seriously,words cannot describe how grateful i am for having you guys in my life :"D