KEEP HOLDING ON

"It is very easy to give advice to people who have a problem but it is difficult to follow our own advice when we are having problems. However, that is why there is the word 'friend' and 'mutual advise' " - me

"fizah,ko jgn laa negative thinking.ko kena tukar minset ko.xde sape pun yg look down kt ko.jgn laa ko rendahkn diri ko sgt" - fizah saffian

"its not a pressure.good motivation having a lot of successful siblings above but i'll made my own path" - fizah saffian

"fizahhh,dah kalo otak serabut,fikiran serabai,bacalah love letter from ALLAH" - me

"kau fokus,sgt fokus,generous,never say no,though people look down,kau nk prove jugak,sgt brsemangat,responsible" - ubby

"kau obey leader,teamwork,ada determination" - zati ismail

"kau berani,boleh redah je punya org" - fizah saffian

"when i got angry because i worried,when i become worry because i care,when i care because i want the best things to happen" - kak hanisah kani

note: Allah takkan menguji hamba-Nya dengan perkara yang dia tidak mampu.so,segala ujian yg Allah bagi skrg ni,semuanya kita mampu lalui :)))

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the HEART throbbing day

the time had arrived

after so much of waiting 

here is the result 

 

alhamdulillah..i got 10A's for my SPM

although its not really perfect (well,everyone always dream on getting 10A+ right??)

but,i really really happy with it

i'd never gotten a result this excellent before

not only that,69 of my lovely KAISER got straight 10A

including this 6 brainiac friends of mine got 10A+ 

nina,alisa,dowl,zati,hani,nani

me so proud of you guys

seriously,aku rasa nak nangis sbb happy sgt for korg time korg naik pentas amik result :'D

our pointer is 0.93!!!!!

that was absolutely fantastic!!!!

we are 1st in SBP and in Malaysia :D

saw the happy faces????haha :D

thanks soo much to all the teachers who had struggled to teach us regardless of days and night

*we got extra classes from after subuh till nearly midnight*

to all parents for all the support,coming every week *ermm.not me lahh!!! :D*

to all pakcik and makcik dining hall,dobby,cleaner,bus ; for making our stay 5 years at TKC easier

gived us food,helped us washing,making sure our college compound clean,brought us to every place we wanted to go with bonda's permission :p

and not to forget, to my AWESOME SISTERS of KAISER 0711 

for all the friendship,togetherness,hardwork,love

seriously,words cannot describe how grateful i am for having you guys in my life :"D

Universal Studio Singapore

that moment when you feel like you're a little child 

it is the BEST feeling EVER!!!

last Sunday on 18th March; my sys,one of her  friend and I went to USS

and that was the best holiday i've ever experience in my life for now

and that was also the 1st time i've gone travel by airplane

after struggling hard to get to the hotel from the airport 

*its looked like we were in amazing race*

we reached USS about 11.30am

we continued strolling around the USS until our feet felt like 'nak tercabut'

we arrived back at our hotel about 8.00pm after ONE HOUR++ of WAITING =.="

we went back to Malaysia the next day on 19th & arrived at KLIA about 4.00pm

there was plenty of pictures taken

and it didn't make sense if i upload all of it here

so,this are the selected ones :)

p/s: beria btol aku brjalan,xsedar esok result SPM keluar =.="

best way of LEARNING

"a person starts his/her life with an azan,and ends it with a solat.

do you see how close the time is in between the azan and solat??so does our life"

i forgot where did i find this saying but it had been a long time ago

well,last 3rd March was my birthday and alhamdullilah Allah still give the chance to live

in His beautiful world for about 18 years now.i also got a new laptop on my birthday 

then,the next day on 4th March i went to Jom Masuk U Carnival at Dataran Telok Kemang,PD with my fmly

it was such a happy moment at that time until we reached our kampung to visit my uwan

when we got there,she already 'nazak'

i heard the guests that came all together say "lailahaillallah",syahadah and all

at about 4.51 pm,she passed away with all her daughters n grandchildren around.

this was really the first time i saw how someone faced sakaratulmaut 

and i have to admit it,i shivered at that time.

but alhamdullilah all the process 'urusan jenazah' went well (funeral on 5th March)

i really got the real experience how to do it 

(not with those 'patung' which most school use for kursus jenazah which was not held at my college)

i saw the process from the time 'malaikat maut' took the soul until the burial and the 'talkin' was read

i just knew that it best to read all 30 juzuk Al-quran non-stop as sedekah for jenazah,

we can't let the jenazah alone at night (someone must stay up to look after)

i also got the chance to carry her for bath;saw how to bath a 'jenazah',proses kafan,the funeral;

brave myself to kiss her on the forehead (it felt very cold like an ice)

i also heard the talkin being read by the imam

after all the funeral finished,i helped for the tahlil (prepare for food etc)

this was also the first time i went for a tahlil

for a while,i think.. 

"mcm mne keadaan aku nnti kalo aku mati??"

"cukup ke ibadah aku utk mlayakkn aku trhindar dri azab kubur,api neraka??"

"boleh ke aku jawab soalan malaikat munkar & nakir??"

"hebat kuasa Allah.smlm aku brsuka sambut birthday aku,dpt laptop baru.esoknya,Allah berikn aku pula pringatan bhw tiap yg hidup pasti akn mati"

"mostly students blaja cara uruskn jenazah guna patung kt sklh,aku pulak dpt ilmu tu dgn uruskn jenazah yg btol"

"mcm mne pulak kalo org yg pandai uruskn jenazah ni dh xde sbb mostly yg tolg urus dh brumur,ade ke org muda skrg yg pandai buat kerja2 mcm ni??"

well,true enough from what i learned during agama kt kolej

menghadiri upacara pengebumian mengajar kita untuk MENGINSAFI DIRI 

confuse??? =.="

almost two days in a row research bout courses

ni sume upu punye pasal =.="

so,after so much struggle with laptop & brochure

(thanks to ibu sbb suggest kn jumpa kaunselor sklh dia)

i've decide to take AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING or 

AIRCRAFT MAINTENANCE

okay,mybe its really rare for a woman to be in this field

plus,this bidang pun still new in Malaysia 

but heyy

WE WILL NOT KNOW IF WE DON'T TRY,RIGHT???

ada org ckp course ni prospek keje dia xbyk sgt kt Msia

tpi bila fikir2 kn balik

Airport kt Msia still memerlukn byk engineer for airplane diorg

TUDM still need a lot of people to be in their regiment

kalo xdpt keje dlm bdg aircraft pun,ada jugk kerja lain yg mnggunakan kemahiran dlm bdg ni

the conclusion is

don't think so much about job.it must be there,

even if we have to start it at the very bottom

besides,every successful person in this world start from the bottom

and once felt the failure

so,

 plus,there is a little history why i suddenly fall in love with  aircraft 

starts from a very childish reason/dream :D haha

well,i think its the time to make YOUR DREAM COMES TRUE :)