dah laa tarikh lahir cun gila ! 3rd March / 03-03 *pandai gua pilih tarikh nak keluar dari perut haha*
maybe bcuz of this i like no. 3 :)
but to be honest, im not the type of person that will make announcement about my birthday *bajet humble*
if people remember it and wish me, then i'll be gladly happy
if not, i dont mind pun *wlupun sbnrnya dlm hati sedih gila lagi2 org yg aku ingt birthday dia tpi dia x wish :'(*
bcuz sometimes pun, well most of time, i think , aku selalu jgk trlupa birthday org
So, in this blissful day, i would like to thanks uncountable thanks to ibu my angel, Puan Zaidan Samad for giving birth of me :') tanpa ibu siapa lah ija dkt dunia and to abah my hero, Encik Alias Denan, thanks abah for taking care of me. you'll always be my no. 1 King :D *ni kalau dibaca dek ibu dgn abah ni agak2 diorg menitik air mata tak?haha*
ermmm.. nine-TEEN huh?? *shishh... last year of being a TEEN-ager huhu*
let's recall what has happened in my 19-year-old life
1994, March :
safely born. underweight ; around 2 kg ++ . the longest and lightest baby amongst sibling *bak kata ibu* tapi bila dah besar mmg paling pendek -.-' born around 4pm, i guess. were named "Nur Hafizah" and seriously i couldnt imagine a better name other than this :') "the light of guidance/protection" . basically im like a keeper, a protector, the knight in shining armour :D aicehhh haha.
1997, March :
3-year-old girl with a 2-year-old baby brother. hehs. i've become his protector since baby ! bila dh besar perangai mcm haramm -.-' although im only 3 years old,but i think im matured enough as a kid! haha tringat dulu ada skli ibu nk hntr troli baby dkt bwh *time tu ktrg ddk rmh flat dkt KL* and amir nangis sbb ingat ibu dh tinggalkn kitorg. aku dgn gempaknya marah si amir tu "senyap laa.ibu hntr troli kjp je kt bwh" *haaa nmpk x di situ ketokohan aku sbgi kakak yg garang. kecik2 lgi dh pandai marah adik* *geleng2 kepala*
1999, March :
5 years old. this time dah xddk KL dh. pindah kg since 1998. Kg Jenjarom and im more proud to say that i am "budak kampung". zmn kanak2 aku mmg legend. dari zmn tadika ke sklh rndh. xmain laa masak2 ni semua. aku main lari2, baling selipar, guli, tutup botol, konda-kondi, beyblade, crush gear ! mmg lasak habis. even first time smpi kg wktu nk pindah rmh pun abg nuar (cousin) dh ajar panjat pokok. dgn anak jiran sblh rmh ajak brkubang dlm parit. mostly kwn dgn bdk laki. lasak ! tpi azabnya bila mlm. mengadu nangis sakit kaki dgn ibu huhu pastu mula la gi rmh wak jomblong minta urut *arwah baik orgnya. al-fatihah*
2003, March :
first time jdi pengawas, darjah tiga. waktu ni mula tunjuk hebat, tunjuk belang, nk mintak prhatian. well, in a good way. cuba utk masuk byk acara sukan, masuk nasyid *wktu skola rndh je suara aku merdu* . competitive! bila bljr kalau blh nk sllu jadi top student dlm kelas tiap kali exam but at the same time memiliki syndrome selalu tidur dlm kelas *blh nmpk x buruknya prangai since sklh rndh sllu tidur dlm kelas* semua cikgu mmg dh fhm prangai aku. turun temurun dri kakak sulungnya la tuu #ehhh :P nasib baik la ada sdkt genetik kepandaian itu dlm diri. jdi xdela horror sgt result *durhh skola rndh je pun -.-' wktu ni ada lgi sorg adik laki, umur 2 thn
2006, March :
standard six. didnt mean to be arrogant but my primary school life was legend! dpt hadiah byk time hari penyampaian hadiah :D proud! yes i am! there's little side in me where i always want to prove to my parents that i want to make them proud. and that's the only way that i think i can do for them. result upsr and psra, alhamdulillah :) then i realised, after this i will be a secondary student. scared. i realised the value of friendship. rombongan skola and all the upsr and psra programmes for Standard 6 byk merapatkn kami. bestfriend : Azzarina Roslie :) first time getting the offer letter, i was the one that received it from pakcik postman. then i read. what the **** (ini hanyalah hiperbola shj. masa kecil2 dulu otak saya msih bersih dri sbrg carutan) . di manakah sklh ini?
2007, March :
form one , student of Tunku Kurshiah College a.k.a TKC ! well, i have no idea about this school actually. tunjuk dkt ibu abah offer letter last yr diorg ckp tahniah. prgi skola rndh, cikgu2 semua ckp tahniah dan bangga. apa special nya pun skola ni. so, ibu abah hntr masuk TKC, 8th Jan. okay, cool. lepak je. tiada air mata yg jatuh wktu ibu abah balik *ini serius* buat apa nk nangis, nanti ibu abah dtg lagi jgk nak visit pun kan. lgipun aku mmg dh agak one day aku akan duduk asrama, mcm kakmai !
2009, March :
form three. now i know why this school is GREAT ! ermm xdela time form 3 baru sedar tkc ni hebat. masuk sini baru tahu sejarah sbnr tkc. stlh bersabar di'ragging', di'lecture', di'hint', di'kerah keringat' dan segala 'di' lah oleh senior2 swktu zaman jahiliah kami semua form one form two *normal la boarding school -.-' *, zaman form three KAISER mmg fantastic. spirit batch mmg memuncak nk mati. semua bersatu, sama2 nk capai apa yg semua org nak. yes 8A ! nangis sama2, happy sama2 :') ingat tak trip mayang sari? haha. mmg xkn lupa :') juga trip prgi sukabumi. dan alhamdulillah result pmr kami semua cemerlang :D terbaik N9 dan Malaysia, wlupun asalnya media trsalah sampaikan berita. tapi takpe, kami tahu tahap kami :) *x brmaksud nak riak, cuma brbangga dgn kwn2*
2011, March :
form five. learnt lots of things even words cant describe it :') friendship, loyalty, love ... *dah mcm tagline movie dah* sumpah, berkenalan dgn anda semua KAISER, belajar di bumi bukit merbah, adalah antara perkara terindah dlm hidup aku. and i never stop to thank Allah for having all of you in my life. tahun ni jgk kita kehilangan Dina, buat selama-lamanya *al-fatihah* kita byk belajar, kdg2 kita gembira, sangat gembira. dan kadang2 kita sedih krna Allah nk uji ketahanan kita. dah nk habis sklh pun masih ada tragedi brsma2 satu batch yg brlaku haha :P *rooftop*
2012, March :
18 *dh lps masuk movie 18sx haha* result spm. alhamdulillah, all is well. average all KAISER successful :) again, KAISER managed to make history ! first SPM in N9 and in goverment schools of Malaysia :D how proud i am to be part of this awesome community, this KAISER. this year byk mengajar aku erti kehidupan sbnr. bkn lgi kanak2 ribena yg riang ria mcm dkt coll (read as college a.k.a TKC) . scholarships, interviews. arghhh ! pening. dgn ketiadaan KAISER di sisi. serabut. but we still have fb, and time ni la baru sume org nk ada twitter *aku pun stlh didesak* semua org brhubung melalui alam maya dan kdg2 phone. semua brjaya jdi students universities, college, matriks. tahun belajar mencari kekuatan diri, menahan lelah dunia realiti, keluar dari kepompong sendiri
2013, March :
19 . praying for the best of myself. tahun penentu, sama ada aku akan seperti kakmai, berjaya menempa nama di universiti luar negara, atau mungkin belajar di Malaysia. tpi aku dah sedia mental fizikal, aku akan lakukan terbaik, in shaa Allah. selepas itu aku redha, berserah, biar Yang Maha Tinggi itu menentukan. and i still hope the best from myself, hoping that with all the things i do will make my parents proud, proud of me
sorry for the long post :) last but not least, alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah to Allah, as He still giving me the chance to live, to breath His air. Alhamdulillah :)
